I WAS TAUGHT that I was hypersensitive and overemotional, that these were bad things and things that needed correction. I felt I needed to fix everything and yet I knew I was incapable of fixing anything. I felt that I was responsible for everything, and yet I was unable to take responsibility for anything. I felt that everyone else must be to blame for what I saw as my world of ills and pain, yet I blamed no one but myself. I was aware of everything, yet I was aware of nothing. I was completely self-absorbed, yet I was completely absorbed by the energy of the collective consciousness. I lived in judgment of myself and judgment of others because I could never see my way out of the black hole where I existed. I was locked in the blackness as if it were made of steel.
In essence, I was a living, breathing mass of contradiction.
There is no reason to live like that once we know the truth of who we really are. That is why I stand before you today: to offer another perspective, one I have been blessed to receive. That is my sole purpose. It is my soul’s purpose. It is why I forced myself to walk through the pain of losing a loved one and through the dark night of the soul until I could come out the other side and stand here. And if I can stand here and speak words that resonate with even one person, for one second, for one moment, and help that one individual live in more joy and understanding, that is all I need to continue.
And to all of you who are brave enough to step out of the blackness of questioning, doubting, fear, trepidation, worry, or any other place of spiritual, emotional, mental, and/or physical deprivation…. Welcome. - Heidi
WORDS FROM LOVING CLIENTS AND SUPPORTERS
"Heidi, I really appreciate your taking the time to come to Unity Church to do your monthly meetup. Spending a couple of hours with you last night changed my life like never before. It almost felt like Magic was in the air. I listened to my Spirit and as you promised it took me to some amazing places and people. Thank you." Kim, OR
"Thank you for last night's Afterlife Meetup, Heidi. I am always impressed by the easy grace with which you unfailingly approach your audience, acknowledging each one openly and respectfully, beautifully amazed with the revelations every moment is capable of bringing. I relearned (again) some important lessons last night, in particular about the power of our belief systems---and the always-available possibility of transforming them, on the spot." Sue, OR
"My daughter was ill all week. At this point, she was crying, so upset and tired of being sick. She still had a fever and seemed to be getting worse, even with the medicine she was taking. Heidi sent her a custom recording, which I played 4 or 5 times. A couple of hours later her fever was completely gone and she was happy and playing, running around the house laughing. I have so much love and gratitude for Heidi. She is as brilliant and loving as the guided music she shares." Melanie, BC
"During my awesome session with Heidi she was guided to make a special recording for my family and me. After playing it several times during a family gathering weekend I noticed how well everyone was getting along and how kind, loving, and accepting we all were with each other. Personally, I acknowledged how I was responding differently to situations where I would have otherwise have been annoyed. Other effects of Heidi's recordings are unexpected. I feel so much more accepting even of myself, for example, and have gained a confidence I did not have before. Heidi's music has a subtle yet powerful ability for transformation and healing. I recommend and regard her highly." Jenny, OR
"I continue to be most grateful for the impact that you have made on my life. I am very happy and more inspired all the time, especially over the past few weeks. Life just gets more and more amazing--and I've barely scratched the surface." Julie, OR
"I will never be able to thank you enough for all the relief I’m getting from the constant depression I was suffering before I learned of your octopus theory. I am changed by your gifts, especially your music!" Mary, OR.
"My private session with you brought me such peace and great joy! You will never know how much that means to me. I felt like ten thousand pounds of pressure was taken off my shoulders. Thank you, Heidi." Lorie, OR
“I use all Heidi’s recordings, but one of my favorites is “Sanskrit” for clearing energy when I’m shopping, teaching, or working. I play it constantly when I need to clear—myself or a room. It even works with the volume turned off! My 8-year-old daughter now asks me to play it all the time to calm her down. Instantly I feel clear and grounded and note that the people around me react positively to it as well. The power of the recordings is phenomenal. They are beautiful, soothing, and inspirational. Keep making them, Heidi. I love them all!” Melanie, BC
"Heidi, you are a source of great comfort to many more people than I know you ever dreamed of. Your coaching has given me freedom--that's the only way to say it." Linda, CA
"Your Heart Strength recording for physical and emotional heart health is incredibly powerful. It calms me at the same time it gets my heart pumping. When I listen, I instantly begin to breathe more easily. I listen to it--as well as all your other recordings--over and over...and over." Mel, OR
"I’m blown away at the blessings knowing you has brought into my life. Your Afterlife Meetups are SO special. The information you provide is beautifully explained and the exercises are especially valuable. I was also impressed with your amazing patience and demeanor...you are incredibly tactful, professional, and loving." Julie, OR
"Heidi is an excellent coach. I am blessed to know her." JoAnn, OR
"Heidi, your chapter is the best in your book When Heaven Touches Earth--I know that's why they saved it for last! Just think, the world-renowned #1 NY Times best-selling medium James Van Praag has the pick of renowned spiritualists to write for his book and yours wins a spot--and tops them all!" Greta Medlin, author and award-winning journalist, SC
"Heidi is a wonderful intuitive teacher. I felt reaffirmed, validated, and inspired by her class." Andrea, San Francisco, CA workshop
"I can't stop saying, “I can’t believe it,” but I do believe it because I have the proof. For the past 10 years, I've limped around in the morning until my knee loosened up, then put on flats because my knee couldn’t tolerate high heels, and then sat at a desk all day. Throughout the day I'd have to rub and stretch my knee to soothe the aching. Yesterday, just before I left work, I called to confirm my appointment with the orthopedic specialist about getting a knee replacement. Last night I played Heidi's "Heliotrope" music for the first time. Suddenly, I realized my knee was feeling great! Two hours after listening to the music, I was no longer in pain. I was actually able to squat to the floor and stand back up, something I haven't been able to do in over 10 years! Heidi reminded me that the recording's vibration focuses on lowering inflammation through the doorway of self-love. I cancelled my appointment with the surgeon and instead went out to plant in the garden--something else I haven't been able to do in many, many years!. I am so grateful to Heidi and Source and the miracle I have received." Helen, GA